2 WW'in it up

Trying not to go completely Bat shit crazy this month is like trying to hold a Popsicle!! I am always in habit of over-thinking every.little.twinge, or I am guilty of thinking every thing I feel is a symptom.  I am bloated, I must be pregnant, I have sore nips, must be pregnant (even though I always have them at this point...) Tired? Definitely pregnant haha was that nausea? I am waking up at like 5 am and I can't get back to sleep, so I lay in bed tossing and turning wondering the whole time if I am pregnant, how will I tell people, will I get an early ultrasound etc etc etc.

I am glad for the distraction that this weekend will bring what with my sister coming home with my niece, and the baptism, plus 2 Thanksgiving dinners, I hopefully can put a lot of my crazy thoughts out of my head.

Also, my close friend, the one who found out she is pregnant? She had another miscarriage over the weekend. I am just SO devestated for her. I still can't quite wrap my head around the fact that this has happened to her twice! If is just so unfair.  Needless to say, it has been a little dark in these parts lately. :(

I am scheduled to go for my HSG on October 16th if this cycle does not work out as planned.  I already have a call into my OBGYN to see what she wants me to do Clomid-wise because the end of this cycle is due to arrive in 3 days over the long weekend.  Obviously she will not be around then, So I figured I would be proactive and call in advance.    Let's hope that I don't need either the clomid OR the HSG!! 

The Perspective Maker: When you think you have it bad, someone else always has it a little worse......

 

At least I don't have THIS problem!! hahaha!!