And all through my head, crazy thoughts are a stirrin'! I just can't seem to separate myself from the anxiety of this procedure tomorrow. I have HUGE fear that it is going to be very painful. I have heard varying degrees of pain from different people. I also have completed Clomid round 4 at 150mgs. What a doozie of a dose that was! I was dizzy again, and have had MAJOR hot flashes. It has not been super fun round here!
I am hopeful that this will be our month, and I am having a hard time not being completely sure that this will work this time. I know that I will be devastated this time if it is not the fix I needed. I am worried about having to go down the fertility clinic road. So here I still, waiting, waiting, waiting..
Boo
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