This is the worst part about having THE longest cycles of life. You have to wait sooo friggen long to get your answer. I am at the point now where I just want to know because I am ready to move onto the next cycle. I don't know why I've given up hope. I just have the worst feeling that I am out this cycle. Everyone says... "when it's the right time it will happen". No effing duh.. clearly there is nothing I can do to change the outcome of this, but they just don't understand that this is the 'right' time for me.
I want this so bad I can taste it. I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant, and here I sit STILL waiting! Even the people who arn't "Trying" per say (but not preventing) are getting pregnant! I feel like burying myself in a pile of blankets until the weekend.
Nice post right? How Debbie Downer of me.
I guess that's what cycle day 34 and 9 days past ovulation turns me into. A Moody, emotional mess.
PMS? Symptoms? God only knows. Other things going on with my body.. sore boobs, cramps for a week and ridiculous dreams. Like we are talking about dreaming I was in the Walking Dead WTF?
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