So remember how I was going to wait to test. Looks like I don't have to. AF came today. I almost half expected it because my temperature started to tank today. I was still, however, surprised to see it show up this morning.
It kind of devastated me. I really had my hopes up. I don't know why I thought that all would work out according to plan. It really sucks because now I won't have a summer due date and it screws up my school year. I had plans to go out in the summer and actually take a whole year off and not go out or come back in the middle. I find it really effects the class. So yes, it was very devastating to know that I was for sure not.
I am in a funk. Seriously and most of it stems from the fact that I now have to wait another 40 days to find out if we were successful. 40 just seems so damn daunting.
F U C K
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